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University Graduate.
Gamer. Art Fanatic.
Cake Decorator. GF.
Makeup Enthusiast.
And Advice Giver.

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You can gaze into their beauty, and look upon the other weird parts of my face here:

http://nauticalneurotic.tumblr.com/tagged/face

Anonymous said:
18, 19, 25, 26, 32, 55, 102

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes! I do every day.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No! I am very content with my green eyes. I get a lot of compliments on them! Often, people ask me if they’re real. Yep!

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? My boyfriend, my boss, my friends. I surround myself with great people! 

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Of course! Haven’t we all? I fell hard for someone in high school who still means the world to me. I haven’t seen him in about 6 years. I hope he is okay, wherever he is. 

32. Do you like watching scary movies? I do! Often under a big blanket and with someone nearby to hold during the scary parts. 

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? I’m quiet about most things unless I deem it necessary to open up. With people like my boyfriend, I am always very open about feelings. Communication is important! 

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? I don’t think I get butterflies! I’m always so calm and collected. Interviews, dates, none of it seems to bother me. I must be a unicorn!

Anonymous said:
2, 15, 89.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? No, I think 18 is much too young for me. 

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Not particularly. I know my strengths and weaknesses, I can’t blame others for noticing I’m not perfect. It’s not very mature, but you can’t control people. 

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? I would be very confused because he lives here. Where are his keys?! Why is he outside?! Yes! Come in! 

Some real creepy questions, I will answer any.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
lllaracroft said:
How long have you and your boyfriend been together?

Three and a half years! We have been living together for about nine months now. Oh how the time flies. 

My boyfriend’s father was introducing me at the funeral today as my boyfriend’s financée. Oh okay. I guess we’re engaged now. 

blue-voids:

Guy Sargent - What Lies Beneath the Surface, 2006-09

The bakery is closed today for the holiday and I volunteered to come in to make the place look good. So here I am, making cookies, dancing, and singing as loud as I can.

The store is empty. No customers to bug me. I’m getting paid double.

I wish I could do this all the time.

dawnawakened:

Kevin Gray, Forgiving Forest. (2012)

What are the major themes you pursue in your work?

The themes that I pursue are drug production, social alienation, and the destruction of nature. I often paint landscapes and cityscapes that are populated with decaying trees and abandoned and graffitied buildings, stairs, and bridges. Sometimes I fill my landscapes with red poppy flowers; if you look closely, you can see the cut open balls of the flower that produce opium, which can then be processed into heroin.

Prefer to work with music or in silence?

I definitely like to listen to music while working in my shared studio space. In the shared space there is an old vinyl-jukebox often playing Schlager, Reggae, Ska, and cheesy 80′s punk music. Otherwise, we listen to whatever is on the radio.

 What was the best advice given to you as an artist?

I was once given advice by the German artist, Norbert Schwontkowsky, whose work I greatly admire. He once said “Leave away what is not your picture and you will have your picture.” He also said, “Go on working.”

via - Inside the Studio/Saatchi Interviews 

Anonymous said:
Idk if you can help me bc I've looked all over the internet for help and I can't find it so here goes nothing:) so I've developed a crush on this guy. We've only spoken twice in the past, short casual convos, before I liked him. I want to get his attention & talk with him more butttt, whenever I like someone & they talk 2 me or I talk 2 them my face GETS THE COLOR OF SATAN RED & it's makes things obvious & awkward. How can I get his attention without saying anything/keep my face normal XD TKS!:)

Stop being nervous. 

Anonymous said:
I don't really know what's going on or if anything is going on at all, but sometimes I get into these.. Moods, I guess you can call them. They last for weeks and basically during the whole time I feel absolutely worthless and I spend almost every hour of the day wondering if myself and my friends and my family would be better off with me gone. I sit and think and I don't think I'd do anything, but I spend every minute wishing I was dead. I just.. I don't know what to do or if it's anything

"And after a couple of weeks in these "moods", I start feeling sick and losing my appetite and thinking of eating makes me sick and I can seriously just sleep for 12 hours because I don’t want to be conscious"

Hi there! I think this is something you should be discussing with a doctor. I can’t help you, but someone with the education and experience dealing with this can. If you are ever concerned about your mental health, please see a professional. Don’t put it off! Treat your mental health exactly how you would treat your physical health. 

Anonymous said:
Ok so I need some help. My boyfriend and I have been together for a year, and lately we started giving oral and masturbate each other. I often have an orgasm just by masturbation in 5/10 minutes, but he never came. Once I gave him a 3 hours bj/hj and he didn't cum. He always tells me I give wonderful blowjobs and handjobs and that I am fantastic, he says he is satisfied even if he doesn't cum, but I wish he did, I don't know what to do, it's frustrating.

Some men don’t cum from blowjobs and handjobs. Simple as that. My boyfriend has been sexually active for 9 years, has had many sexual partners, and has never achieved orgasm through oral sex. He doesn’t even want to! He thinks of it more as a foreplay activity than anything else. He absolutely loves them, he thinks they’re wonderful, but he is very understanding of the fact that he can only cum from sex.

Everyone is different and needs different types of stimulation in order to climax. And that’s okay! Your boyfriend may cum very easily from sex if your sexual relationship progresses to that. We just don’t know. The point of sex is not always to have an orgasm, it’s to have a good time. If he’s happy and satisfied, that’s all that matters. Don’t get frustrated over things you can’t control!